Benjamin's Mental Wagon (BMW)

This is currently my favourite model. Its like a huge bug running on the road. The 3rd love of my life, this babe just stunned me with its extraordinary beauty. To top that it comes with M-versions too. Imagine a two-tonner can accelerate to 100km/h in 4.7 seconds flat.gosh. Well there's nothing to talk about it actually come and see me because I just bought that bimmer. Its in my garage haha....in my dreams that is hehe. Oh ya and check out the M labeling at the boot and the four tubes jutting out of the rear diffuser, ahhhh...so sweet :-)  Well i'll give a free ride for the 1st person. lol. I'm in a very joyous mood so don't mind me haha. OVER AND OUt

Attraction

In life every thing is about attracting. What ever we have now is what we have attracted in our life. I recently came across this post in a friends blog and it was very catchy. Just when I was so interested in this 'positivity' topic a very engaging post just appeared out of the blue. Well life is all about abundance, we have every right to believe that there is enough for us. There is actually more enough to go around for everyone. People often compete for material gains, prestige, honour and etc but when are this ever enough. We always want more and something better. My dad often quote's Gandhi very famous saying : " there is enough for man's needs but not enough for man's greed". Because of this scarcity mentality we become negative, we always think about the bad because we believe we don't have enough. When that  happens we start to dwell more into negativity. You begin to wonder, "how do I beat this person, how do I outsmart them to be the top" and boy this thoughts are really draining. Celebrate the things that you have around you. Be joyful of all your blessing and you will attract more of the similar. Positive thinking will multiply and overshadow negative thoughts and what you will bring about is the attraction of the same thoughts and actions that resonates with you. Positive thoughts change perspective and in life many things depend on perspective, once you have the right perspective, your on the right track! I guess thats how I came about that wonderful post. hehe

the choice i made

haha. i don't blog long post so i'll keep it short. I'm more relaxed now as i only put in energy where necessary and let the person who was always behind the scenes the their part now. There isn't any more headaches. i got to know and mingle with more prefects and the recent homies outing was one of the best although i got a lot of bullying by my juniors haha. like naveenan (forgot what was his nick name), burger vandi, hari love future lady head and not to mention the fun with those who got bullied to haha. It was great knowing that the two other coms also enjoyed their outing. One parents even complimented the good behavior of the prefects and shut that teacher advisors foul gap. So all the efforts didn't go down the drain after all, it was diverted elsewhere without many realising. To me, i learnt a lot, yup these bunch of prefects certainly taught me a lot, trust me a lot! By the way, I belong to Student Affairs Commission but recently I realised that I love being in all the coms but too bad I can't be everywhere at the same time. I've grown fond of those bunch of hommies, isuc, cs( still can't forget the football mathches, i think cs was the most spirited team) , sac(my com), disco. So it 'did end rather well eh, I won't really know until I really miss all these. So the choice i made: never think that whatever good you did went to waste as you find at the end of the day it did prove to be a significant contribution as YOU wished but just in a different manner but good none the less'

life is all about choices

Just recently i started to itch to blog because of my annoying lorry driver haha. so guess i'll start blogging. Lets see, there is so much to blog about. Right so this is what i'll start to blog about.

After nearly a year taking over the helm of the michaelian prefectorial board i find all my effort together with those friends of mine all going down the drain. Seriously felt like giving up, because some leaders in the board are just there for the cert and not stand up for what they are entrusted to do and i cannot stand by and do nothing. The teacher advisor is coming up with a propaganda that the school school chooses and students are just puppets. She's practically taking control of everything. Felt like I do not need to be there anymore as more and more prefects are toning down and not standing up anymore. Yesterday however was the turning point. I heard that if you keep losing battles means your strategies are not working and therefor i'm going to change my style a bit. I'm going to start to talk to prefect and let them know that in whatever we do we have a choice and my choice is to learn from my mistake and rectify it. I'm going to stop moaning about it and move on. What i'm going to do is still a mystery. lets just see how the week goes by.

My say on the matter

I have not blogged for a long long time but when i finally read my last post, it was the one that i wanted 2 express all along. so this is how it goes. One would say go with the flow then  you will survive. Which means we must always follow the norm which is cowardly. Thats why some people remain in the same position in life without progress. Never wanting to reinvent themselves just for the sake of stability. Remember all great achievers in life were all risk takers they did not want to be bogged down by traditions and methods used by everyone or their forefathers. They took the initiative to think and express their true self, actually they weren't risk takers they had the courage to express who and what they are in their own unique way. What ever happens have principals and live by it.